"Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace.
Where there is hatred, let me sow love,
Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is doubt, faith;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light;
And where there is sadness, joy.
O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console,
to be understood as to understand,
to be loved, as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive,
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life." - Francis of Assisi
원래 그리 마른 사람인 줄 알았다,는 말을 오늘 낮에 또 들었다. 기뻐해야 하나...😅 실은 날씬해진 게 아니라 쪼그라들었다. 엊그제 오랜만에 뵌 안쌤이 찍어주신 사진 속에서도 하염없이, 줄어들고 있다. 실은 하루하루 기분도, 수준도, 삶도, 모든 것이 한없이 가라앉고 있지만, 앞으로 얼마나 큰 행복이 찾아오려고 이러나, 건강히 살아남아 확인해야겠다 싶었다.
한꺼번에 너무 많은 일을 처리해야 했던 월요일. 갑자기 실신했다 깨어난 H에게도 평안한 밤이길.
Today, I heard it again. Someone think of me that I am a thin person by nature. I have to be glad that words? 😅
Actually, I did not become thin but shrunk. I have been decreasing even in the photo that Miss Ahn have taken of me. We have not seen for a while.
In fact, every day, my feeling, my level, my life, my everything is sinking without limit. But I want to find out, how big happiness I am going to find in the future.
Monday, I had to do works too much at once. Please be a good night to my friend H, was fainting down suddenly then woke up.