There are times I feel so lost and ashamed, these feelings are my own fault so I am solely to blame.
Certain actions in my life I am not proud of, the looks from people who are close to me I know are not of love.
My actions of recent years are truly genuine, as I have promised over and over to be true and walk a straight-line.
Wanting only to be trusted and loved once again, another betrayal I promise-never again will I commit a sin.
Please believe in me forever and always for I am being true, I want to get back to a normal life where this action doesn't cause anymore blues.
Remember I will always be true to you! ------------------------ #like4follow#love#poetry#guilty#like4like#wordporn#writersofinstagram#unrequited
(What if) pt.1
What if, all we are is nothing but a single entity with many faces and many arms.
Like branches reaching and stretching beyond one another forever and forever.
What if, all we are is a single tree, containing all seeds and every leaf bearing a different colour.
What if, all that exists is that tree as the expression for all that is and the tree bears fruits for every reason and every season it blossoms into something new.
What if, all the fruit that is born is a completely unique form on its own, with its own cell structures and microbial generics each unique and a different strain on its own.
What if, all the life that exists in reality as reality as far as we could know is nothing more than a show, a grand stage for all life to take its place and unveil at its own pace, floating somewhere in space we hang on invisible frames, balls of flame keep us afloat in a sea or stars which all drift along and along peacefully.
What if, there was no god and we ourselves are the gods of our own fate and we wait in silence patiently for our god to come and save us though no such bring exists.
What if, we are the only ones capable of making a change but deranged we have become and becoming we have remained in the same state, only talking of change but never becoming.
What if, the purpose for life isn't to find purpose but to make one, however that may seem or appear to be its totally up to you to be that tree, that seed, that leaf and fruit.
What if, we are all just that tree. -thebarefootpoet
🌺💐🍀I may not be the finest girl you'll meet, but I'm probably the sweetest 🌺💐🍀 This glow is coming from fighting through pain, depression,hate,disgust, betrayal, & regret. Once the lessons have been learned, the 🌞 can shine again. The tears that I cried, watered the seeds that would change my life. They created the rainbow that opened my eyes. I'm enlightened; I'm glowing & growing from the inside. It was necessary that the part of me that you were attached to, died. I'm alive; I have been revived. Just like the butterfly, I've shed the shell that hid my wings inside. I will not apologize for having a pure heart & loving unconditionally, but, this time I will invest that sacred energy back inside of me. My soul will never forget the love we experienced, even with that being said, I won't keep looking back at it. Eyes forward; Tunnel vision. Thanks for the experience, lessons and friendship.... I'm loving the skin I'm in & soul the attached to it.... Forever grateful. #Selflove 💖 #Love#peace#growth#maturity#writersofinstagram#poetry#poetsofig#loveandhappiness#happinesss
ORIGINAL POEM BY @IAM_FIYA
Sitting quietly this morning with coffee, pen and sketchbook, musing over the freedom that comes through letting go and releasing what's no longer needed.
The past week I've been preparing to move my art studio into another space. Though I've been in my current space the past 6 years and a 'lil sad to leave, I'm really looking forward to changing it up and settling into something new. It's prompted purging of unused art supplies, beat up furniture and re-evaluating storage while inspiring organization---lots of functional pretty organization. 😀 It's the perfect time too, having been Spring Equinox (Autumn Equinox in the southern hemisphere) during my massive purge, to release all the "stuff" no longer needed, liked or used. It's a time of rebirth, renewal and creativity here in the northern hemisphere! Quick side bar: I don't want to leave out my Southern Hemisphere friends and family who are preparing for their Autumn Equinox, which too is a time of release & letting go. As I'm letting go of my studio and stuff, which are all physical things, I can't help but think about what can be let go on the emotional and spiritual levels too. I'm reminded of one of my favorite authors, John O'Donohue passages about release: Love allows understanding to Dawn, and understanding is precious. When you are understood, you are at home. Understanding nourishes belonging. When you really feel understood, you feel free to release yourself into the trust and shelter of [your soul]. I truly feel there's no better gift we can give ourselves then understanding who we truly are. It allows us to connect to others and feel we matter, have purpose and that we do belong, right where we are. Here's to us all releasing what we need in order to feel free, truly free to be who we are. ❤️ A long stand wish I hold for us all, that never tires.