Сегодня посетила семинар от #битрикс
Очень мотивирующий, интересный, достаточно сложный #семинар по интернет сайтам и старту в бизнесе. Хватит топтаться на одном месте, чтобы изменить свою #жизнь и свое финансовое положение надо поднять попу и начать действовать уже #сейчас . Я исписала около 10 страниц в блокноте, присмотрела кучу презентаций, послушала лекции начальников отдела продаж, работников Яндекса и Битрикс, бизнесменов. В общем сегодняшний день прошел не зря. Жаль только погода подкачала 😕
Ik I wasn't and ik I will not be because thats what they say
.I kinda regret it but then I don't I feel like I should do it again I'm tempted to do it but I'm a coward
.I'm a stupid thing that's ruining this beautiful earth .
.the thoughts i have are good but mostly bad ik if the good thing happens something bad comes out of it .
. if the bad thoughts happen ik it is for a good thing ik u won't understand because I'm fucked up and so is what's going through my mind .
.i want to go back in the past and fix that problem I had and I wouldn't get caught so I could still do it
.but most of u know what I was doing would you have stopped me if I was and if I am still doing it now?
. all that is going through my mind rn is what if I done this that if I was there or here would I still be the same person or have the same thoughts I have rn.
. yup fucked up. . I really did wish everything others say about me were true but ik I'm really not the things others say i am
I can't take a compliment and I will never will I will argue about or if I dont its because I didn't feel like arguing but I just can't take a compliment cuz ik there are two faced people .
they will say something sweet and all that but when u aren't there they will talk shit about you and that's why I can't trust and take a compliment at all .
I mean not everyone are like that just the few I met that's what I've seen and heard .
I doubt this is going to be read cuz who will read a long stupid thing and if it was read and dont understand well might be cuz u dont know me that well and my past or like always I just dont make sense at all x
.good bye :) hope your day will be better than mine