"Self-doubt may be one of the worst apprehensions to personal success. Practice loving, understanding and respecting yourself. Set realistic, measurable and attainable goals. Understand why it is important to embrace your flaws and use them as a key way to improve and attain goals. Remember, we are our own worst enemies. No one can stop us but ourselves."
If the day I met you marked my date with the Grimm Reaper,
Then hands down being with you until now is my resting place.
Eventually on the evening of an eclipse,
My eyes were entertained by an enchanting exchange.
It was an exotic trio enthralled by fragments of my faint soul,
Even though I feel they were figments of a fallen fullmetal heart.
Funny things is-my faint soul was divided into transitions as twilight acts between God’s creation,
The divided transition of me before, during and after having found my resting place : which is you.
I believed I was assigned a duty, a new challenge,
To survive each dawn to dusk and everything afterwards without Death to hold my hand-
A heartfelt twilight without you.
I stopped chasing after the sunsets,
When you were no longer the words to my poems. -4:59am 25/4/17
I got a DM the other day asking me if I feel like talking about my ex still makes me relive the pain. I thought about this for a while actually. However, the answer is no. I tell the stories because this was a decade of my life. I tell the stories to let people feel they aren't alone. It's okay to have love make you vulnerable. It's okay to feel it so deeply some days you can't even fake a smile. I can count the days on one hand that I've cried over it this year.... & that's something I never thought I'd be able to ever say ❤️ People go to different types of meetings their whole life to control addiction. Sex & love addiction is real yet we put slander on them & say they are "pathetic" or "not moving on." I've moved on. I woke up with my dog on my chest. I'm smiling. I have an amazing job. I have poetry. And I have you reading this. Life is good. Keep your judgements to yourself ❤️