"Memories consume like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for, Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight"
Was feeling very body positive lately about all of my progress until "someone" pointed out my weight gain. Keep in mind that this weight gain was healthy weight in my opinion. 😥 feeling very discouraged an unmotivated right now.