I took this photo accidentally while flipping through Snapchat filters today and I'm glad I kept it instead of deleting it. This is how I feel today. Like I'm being pulled in too many directions at once. And I feel like screaming at some of the directions "this isn't about you- it's about ME!" And NO I don't want to talk to anyone but my mother about it. Because I'm sick of texting, or ignoring texts and ending up with pages to read. I am setting limits and only taking on what I can and I'm sick of trying to DO IT ALL. So I'm trying to learn to handle when I'm being yanked around, and my head feels like it's going to explode, without numbing it. And without saying "Fuck off," and it's really fucking hard. But this is what I want: to have the feels, all the feels. I'm just still working on patience and balance and so so so much more. Give me time to grow. 🌷.
Focusing, breathing, trying not to panic. Finding space, finding solace... Breathe ... Breathe. Anxiety is a cruel mistress. This is what I look like when I'm trying to calm the fuck down and ground myself in the moment.
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