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March 26, 2017
This is an important part of growing up. I have many faults. And though I'm an open book now about who I really am, I used to be offended by being called out on truths. For example, my former bff called me flaky and I denied it and argued it to death. But I can totally be flaky sometimes. And I'm glad I'm able to look at myself now and admit who I am. And to accept some pieces and to work towards bettering myself with other pieces. Honesty is the best policy.
"Con pequeñas mentiras se pierden grandes personas."
Odio que la gente finja, y que además, la persona a la que le quieren ocultar algo se de cuenta, y la otra sigue.
Porque si los dos fueron amigos en un momento, tenían confianza... Y ahora, al que le engañan, se distancian, se amarga, no confía en nadie.
Eso me hicieron sentir, no puedo confiar en nada ya. Lo intentaré porque hay personas que me importan. Pero, no podré evitar, romperme, cada vez que me traicionen.
Sentirse utilizado, porque así me sentí yo, cómo un juguete... No es agradable.
Dedicado a una personita que, quién sabe si lo lee o no. •LANA•
Like how you said you didn't cheat... Like how I just found out two days ago that you did in fact send provocative pictures to him, and I saw them myself one time walking behind you at work to get a drink. Didn't know who you were sending them to, but I knew they weren't to me lol. How you said you had nothing to do with him... How you said my friends lied/made up the shit they told me, which ended up being the truth. How you and him told everyone at work not to say anything. How everyone including you thought that I wasn't worth the truth. Thanks for lying to me, over and over and over again. You keep acting like you've changed but you haven't. Thanks again for all the bullshit, really appreciate it. Finally have all the pieces of the puzzle now. I should tag you but I'm not that heartless. You and him are a perfect match, you're both pathological liars and cowards. #lol#thanks#lies#karma#youdontfoolmeanymore#fuckoff
Spoke of your longing for me,
Your desire that my heart belong to you alone
My naivety caused me to believe your words
Never would I have thought or even imagined your true desire
For in reality, it was only to watch me bleed
After I outed my ex for being a cheater, even more girls have actually come forward to say that he cheated on me with them too, or just cheated on them. Turns out he's not just a player, but a predator.