After just scrolling the timeline of my instagram, i went through some pictures and captions of writers which motivated me again.Yes, exactly at the point when i have no good mood to write something with no feelings to express. But it is how your fingers reveals the magic of words when you start typing. You never know what. You never know how. It is good to hear from people via DM for my poems. It feels good when people too want to hear some words from me.
Apart from these things, i am still struggling to understand from where am i passing through. I am struggling to decide who to choose in between people. But let just keep going. When you won't like any restrictions from people in your life, why you? Why are you forcing life to be stable at a fixed point? Life said, "Never". Lol
Then i decided to appreciate the people i have in my life and walk. People go and never come, sometimes. People go but they come, sometimes. But the perks you shared back then are never the same. Not now, at least. How much efforts should we give for something which is not yet understanding? Yes, exactly how this poem is. But no matter how much entangled it is, "Poetry" will be remarked as PEACE. Poetry is a way to express myself. Why to cry over someone and beg? You don't need to feel that harsh always. You need to breathe for yourself that you have been holding on for the other person. "Let's be friends?" This is how some person is going to ask you on that day which is far away with 8 months. You know what? What you should say? You my superiority, my fake soul mate, take your asses off and run. Run away. Right now.
Oh lol, what did i write!
I'm not going to push the backspace button with my thumb. *Relieved*
I'll break your heart and say "it's for your own good".
I'll make you hate people and say "you're very weak and that you should learn to fight".
I'll teach you to filter among strangers, people are no less monsters than me.
Every other person you'll date, you'll find yourself comparing them with me.
From now on your guard will be up, trusting will become an issue for you.
I'll let you break and crumble inside out.
I'll help you meet your 2a.m personality, when you cannot let go of the pain.
You'll learn to smile, even though you'll be breaking inside.
I'll call you abusive, because I've to prove myself right.
I'll be brutal on you and expect you to understand me.
I'll introduce you to heartbreaks and will never take the blame.
And the truth is I'll kill you, so that you can live forever.
Every person who has broken a heart or whose heart has been broken. I know deep down you know this truth, but the irony is you'll not agree.