I had a very strange incident tonight, something I have never experienced before. It moved me so much, shifted something in me, and, i feel compelled to share. I had visitors and was seeing a friend out, when, out of no where, I fell and banged my head heavily against the front door. I was out completely, out of my body. I was lost in the matrix, in the black darkness and void, in what felt like centuries and lifetimes back and forward. Yet a place of complete nothingness, trapped, in what felt like years. I seen and felt a breath, a light, warm essence float through back into this body giving it life. And, I was grateful and shocked just to open my eyes and see my family and friends with me, whom I'd felt had willed me back to life.
I felt I was being held by god, my friend, who then carried me into my room and suggested we call an ambulance. I was shaking, hot, pale and weak. I went out again for a few seconds, and this time I was so scared for my life. I stripped off, laid a cold washer on my forehead and prayed.
Two hours later, I sit here on my deck in beautiful Australia, with an ice pack on my head to share this with you.
Never felt so grateful in my life. A bit scared, even numb, to be honest. Humbled. 'Life' ~ it's happening to us all. It's so weird and unpredictable at times.
Thanks for reading. And, Thank god for love.