Hello everyone! I decided I'd share a little bit about my story for those of you who have just started following me or may not know much about me. I was 2 years old when my parents joined an extremely conservative religious cult called the Mennonites. Picture on right is me at age 7 on my first day of school at the Mennonite church school I was required to attend. Picture top left is me at about age 12 right before my parents left the church and my life was turned completely upside down. If you had told the girl on the right that I was going to be the woman on the bottom left, I would never have believed you in a million years. I was raised to be a quiet submissive selfless girl who didn't question the male authorities that invaded my life telling me how to talk, dress, what to believe, what to become. As that 12 year old girl I had 3 options, become a school teacher at the church school, get married and be a mother, or work at my parents' bakery. Women were taught to obey their husbands and submit to their will. Women were only good for marrying, cooking, and raising kids. All of this was carried out in the name of God and religion. I went from being told what my next thought should be to being thrust into a world I had been taught to hate. I began to realize the lies I had been fed. It was all so new and terrifying that I sunk into a pit of self hatred, confusion and total despair. When I look at myself now it is hard to believe the colorless, unhappy, and abused little girl was once my reality. I have come through the fire victorious and withstood the nightmares. I am strong, beautiful, colorful, on the road to happiness and I will never allow a man to tell me how to think again.
I have fallen for you @astonmerrygold 😍 😍 😍 no matter how much hate I get :( I love you people say I am stupid and shouldn't be putting it on here but I want people to know how much I care about you #suckouthaters#sorrynotsorry#ihaverights#myfavorite my feelings won't ever change I love you 😍 and that's it
#pfannkuchen#pancake ( mir selber Mut machen , power Talk to my Self ) .
Heute war das letzte mal ich will nicht mehr und ich schaffe es , essen ist so schön und ich möchte es genießen nicht zum Frustabbau oder weil es Gewohnheit ist oder keine Ahnung was . Ich möchte leben und dafür brauche ich Kraft . Kraft bekomme ich durch gesundes regelmäßiges essen .
Ich habe es mir verdient glücklich zu sein , mich zu loben und Entscheidungen zu treffen . Klar muss ich dabei was riskieren aber dieses Risiko kann nicht schlimmer sein als es seid Jahren läuft .
Wer ich wirklich bin kann ich nur herausfinden wenn ich auch mal Risiko zulasse und Entscheidungen treffe, das ambivalente Chaos in meinem Kopf löse ... über die wiederlichen Momente in mir und meinem Kreislaufdenkenden Kopf stehe und ausbreche ... .
Dont wanna do that anymore. I have to be stronger than my Bad Habits.
I Know i got the right to be someone , But WHO m i ? I will found it , i Keep on fighting ... curse i wanna be ... Not sick no i wanna be a Person Who get enough power to work , Make Sport and many more. And i Know that Cant work if i dont eat right... #fazit#kampfeslust#iwannachange#anoreixa#bullemia#fuckoffessproblem#dairytruth#recoverylife#recovery#recoverywin#imaperson#ihaverights#imnotdead#imnotaquitter#imnotgivingup#keepongoing#keepongoing#change#fressanfall#badhabits
\\ Homosexuality aesthetic \\ I don't care about the credits.
Everyone is free to love. No matter who they love. My sexuality doesn't define me. I'm not something bad, something to avoid. I'm a human being, who loves. Loves another human being. Between two people there is love. No matter who they are.
Love has no genders.
#love#lovewins#humanbeing#ihaverights#homosexual#homosexuality#lgbt 🌈 #proud#beproud
\\ Bisexuality aesthetic \\ I don't care about the credits.
I am bisexual.
I am proud to be bisexual.
But, more important, I'm a human being. Who loves, who cares, who has feelings.
No, it is not a phase.
Yes, I can love men AND women.
No, I'm not confused.
No, I'm not attracted to everyone I see.
Yes, I am important. Just like you.
Love has not gender.
Bisexuality has always existed.
#bisexual#bisexuality#lgbt 🌈 #ignorance#noconfused#rights#humanbeing#ihaverights#love#lovewins
What Trump has decided to do is not right because just like he has his rights we have ours. As a transgender male seeing that Trump and his people are trying to away our bathroom rights makes me mad. None of those people are thinking about how taking our right to go to the bathroom of our correct gender. They didn't care to consider the fact that if we as transgender people can get beat up because people will know we're transgendered. We need to stick together as transgendered men and women and show that we as a community didn't fight to get our rights to just get them taken away. The government is supposed to keep us safe which is why we need our bathroom rights. Without those rights we can be victim to hate crimes just like Brandon Teena and the countless other transgendered people killed in hate crimes. I know if we fight for it as a community we can get the bathroom right back. #transgendered#transgender#lgbt 🌈 #gender#fightforfit#rights#equality#protecttranskids#protecttranslives#ihaverights#daretobedifferent#lovehasnolabels#lgbtrights#rightsforall#lgbtq#fight#beyourself