What gets me pissed is how someone who "loves you" really would talk so much shit right in your face. I gave you every fucking thing, my friends thought you were a fucking angel because of how highly I talked about you yet all of your friends thought I was trash. That shows you something. You never fucking cared and it took me eight fucking months to realize it. Come tomorrow you'll move on yet I legit tried to make this the best thing. No fucking wonder. I'm done.
the day we met was a magical, very magical day for me. i thought you wouldn't like me honestly until i sat next to you at that party and you started talking to me and we instantly clicked. i know for a fact that you and i are unbreakable. see our friendship isn't about just loving each other forever (truly we will but still). we bully each other, laugh with each other, have late movie nights with each other, we practically spend every breathing moment with each other. you were in such a rough spot, being used. i felt awful, i knew I couldn't do a single thing to help. but after you realized you didn't need that, i was so proud of you. hell, i still am. you're such a strong, independent woman and that's what i see when i look at you. i see a strong, beautiful, amazing heart filled woman. you act like a child sometimes and we both do it together. i remember the time when we saw my ex at the store and you acted like i was your girlfriend forever ago so they would go away. you've been there for me since everything. you know so many things, you've done so many things for me to feel not only safer but happier. i have never been so lucky and so amazingly happy to call someone my bestfriend. now i know that im stubborn, and I don't let you help me a lot but you get through to me and i give in. you don't give up, and that's one of the main parts why i look up to you. seeing you with Blaire, i actually watch as if im in class for when i have my child. i watch and learn and i pay attention to everything you say, even when it doesn't seem like it. you keep me sane, calm and happy. you protect me from the most horrible things and you protect me from making horrible decisions. if i could, i would give you the world. but not even that could explain how much or why i adore you. i love you. so much. and words cannot describe how much i love and appreciate you. so thank you. for everything. -
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